Monday, October 19, 2009

how can I...

how can I decide what's right. when you're clouding up my mind.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

couldn't ever ask for better parents

wow i love my parents. best parents ever. love you guys... a lot..a lot!

best room-mate ever SERIOUSLY!

love this guy! came to the accident scene. brought my smashed up bike home and met me at the hospital. sat and laughed and joked about all the bullshit that has happened. He called my mom to let her know what was up. and just stayed with me a for a few hours at the hospital. so awesome. like i said...BEST ROOM-MATE EVER!

this one i could love forever...

i get hit by a car and the first person that comes to mind is her. laying in the hospital waiting to get stitched up...waiting for the news about my busted teeth...waiting for her. i was embarrassed and definitely not looking my best. and there she was...never felt better. Through her eyes I probably didn't show any emotion when she walked in, but it was there. i wanted to just break down and cry when i saw her. a sight she's never seen before. The mentality of "i have to be tough" kicks in. I'm freaking out inside. Completely freaking out...i still am. just the thought, it could've been a lot worse...getting hit by a car with damages to your body changes your perspective a bit.i love her and thank you for taking care of me and making me feel like everything's ok. it's gonna be ok. she makes my heart smile.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Sunday, September 13, 2009

it's just you my dear

i'll be reaching for the stars with you...

Getting older while getting younger.

My 23rd bday...My baby throws me a surprise BDAY party. Complete SF family there. I've never been thrown a surprise birthday party or ever really celebrated my birthday at all. I was blown away and overwhelmed and completely surprised. why me? It was be in front of my friends and JEN, banana cream pie...just feeling the love. ALL LOVE.
So we hang out at the house for a little bit. then we move on. we all cab it to RYE in the tenderloin. stay there for a bit. 3 shots and 1 drink deep in the first 30 minutes. then we walk to KOKO's. where i am definitely feeling the liquor.
The night slowly ends after this. I get to go to sleep next to my baby knowing that i have the next day completely off with her. couldn't of asked for a better birthday, but it still continues from here...
We wake up the next day bright eyed knowing we have the whole day off together and it's my actual birthday which fell on labor day. Pack up our backpacks, the lil' buddy, pick up Ali...and we are off to the russian river for the day...soakin up some sunshine and relaxation.
i love her.
my birthday ends. here i am another year older. loving my time in SF. slowly growing older. couldn't of asked for a better birthday.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

time goes by a little slower when you don't sleep, don't want to miss any moments.

I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is alright
To the core
So close that door
Is this happening?

My breath is on your hair
I'm unaware
That you opened the blinds and let the city in
God, you held my hand
And we stand
Just taking in everything.

And I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my shoulder
And I’m trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are
We're both flying away.

So we talked about mom's and dad's
About family pasts
Just getting to know where we came from
Our hearts were on display
For all to see
I can't believe this is happening to me

And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me...

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are
We're both flying away.

And I'll try to sleep
To keep you in my dreams
'til I can bring you home with me
I'll try to sleep
And when I do I'll keep you in my... dreams

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my shoulder
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
So here we are

I knew it from the start
My arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
No, we're not going to sleep

Here we are
we're both..
Flying away

Sunday, August 16, 2009

just got back from hawaii with my baby!

All these thoughts going through my head...loving every minute of it...loving hawaii... loving her! makes perfect sense you know. to me at least.
I'd rather be anywhere but here without you.

Monday, August 3, 2009

it might be easier.

what does it take to be a super hero in her world. make no mistakes, but these villains always get the girl.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i'm losin my head...but things could be worse i know.

hello...i swear i won't be too long. hello...i promise i'll be real strong. why do you wanna be all listening to me. why do you want to be in my life.

: )

she makes sense, makes me smile, makes me re-focus.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

my JULY 4th

Woke up early, got a massage...and then we drove. The buddy filled with a 12 pack, towels, and bathing suits..and a frisbee. Not quite sure where we were going...but we were going some where. We ate at a Puerto Rican restaurant called SOL in San Rafeal and then drove through Stinson...ended up in a small town called Bolinas. Honkiest beach town i've ever seen in my life.
<3 : )
we met this lil guy...he was absolutely amazing!

Friday, July 3, 2009

Let's kick it old Skool!

Originally uploaded by jaques blog pictures
WOW...i miss them.


IMG_6361 room-mate ever.
my baby...xoxx

Thursday, June 18, 2009

nothing unusual...nothing strange. close to nothing at all. same old scenario. same old rain. and there's no explosions here. nothing unusual...nothing's changed. just a little older that's all.

Monday, June 8, 2009

LOVE Pictures, Images and Photos

everyone wants the fairytale. it can happen. i think it can. some people can get by on always hoping for the best.

Saturday, June 6, 2009


Originally uploaded by -UnSeEn
Is this it or could we still compliment each other like colors in harmony that make each other look brighter.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Plastic and Skittles

Killing some time at the end of my work day. some heat from a lighter and a little plastic makes for a good killing of 20 minutes.

Sipadan Island( Malaysia)西巴丹島-馬來西亞

If it's ok with you...I'd like to be here right now.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

This is Terry...I miss her.

Originally uploaded by jaques blog pictures
i miss her. love her. we are not even that far away from each other. just a hop away. i NEED to see your FACE! <3>
if only i could...